Departing Once Again

that feeling is here again.

haih

i realize i really hate farewells, goodbyes and even those see you laters

especially with people whom i hold close to my heart.

10 days flew by just like that.

really feel the discomfort in my heart when i couldn't send them off. sigh

i know. i should stop being so whiny and just accept that people come and go all the time ma.

sumore they'll always be here with us. but... haiyah just let me wallow a little la. since i'm sick and all. =(

and of course, this time around it was for midgey's graduation lo. as the star herself have yet to unveil loads of piccies for her starring day, i shall stop here with the pics.

it's a good thing not all of them were to walk away this time.

hmm. next year this time around, we will be scurrying around trying to finalise more things for the big day.

what big day? ahh.. that shall be revealed by "the star" herself pretty soon i think.

next year this time around... m and i should be preparing last minute details to send her "off". i know i know, why am i speaking in riddles and all. cos its not time to talk about it yet!

ahh... maybe next year... next year there will be a few changes to adapt to. haih. all of these... how come ah, i'm not one of the stars? does that mean my life is ever so dull?

actually... no. i guess... sometimes simplicity is a blessing.

as for now, i shall savour the recent memories and "gifts" that was bestowed upon us while pa and ma were here. till the next time around...

Rush is Here

this month of june, has been the most eventful and stress filled month ever.
sometimes i wonder why i'm such a klutz.
from slipping and falling flat on my bum just by the road of a superly busy intersection, to forgetting all about my rego renewal fee... i don't understand why all these are happening when i'm not so old yet. haih.

seriously though, things are picking up and rush hour is about to begin.
i can never imagine life could be so...... busy-ful??? oh well
'rents are about to come. yes. again. wow. haih

in fact, im actually looking forward to alot of different things.
nom nom nom nom nommmm =D

ehhh end of financial year liao.
tax time. yay!!

Breather

seriously, i have never;

- felt soo pressured before
- been so busy before
- been stretched out so much before
- been so tested before
- been so nervous before...

... though my nerves are entirely frayed, but it is all good... i hope.

this is a seriously new phase.

i've got what i've been hoping for.
now, i just need to prove my worth

dear Lord, hopefully i'll be blessed with the wisdom and strength that i truly need in this walk of life.



p.s.; can you imagine there were like, a hundred of "me"s running for this? totally far out... totally....... hmm

Leaving a Mark

Today's induction was pretty awesome. Well, in my opinion anyway. It was kept very interesting and certain parts of it are very... hmm i guess... they were pretty captivating in certain ways. Shall not elaborate. But it shall be seared in my head of how great the induction was. Key people/contacts' speeches were intriguing and I realized this business zeroes in on one important value; Passion.

Well, that suits me pretty damn good.

Before this "transition" of a next phase occurred, I left a... erm... not so nice mark behind in the old phase. Seriously, it was an accident. I really didn't do it on purpose. It just... decided to... you know... pass away/ rot away (whatever rocks your boat lar)

Lost? Nevermind. Look at the pic below and you'll know. It's... just another unfortunate day.

Seriously, I didn't do it on purpose one ok.

*Ahh... this is the first time in years that I feel there is a purpose in waking up and being so tired at the end of the day. Although... I have to get back to notes and books and... tests (harruumph), but there's nothing I can do. And...... believe it or not... I'm starting to enjoy this phase. =D

Ohhh I'm so glad I got a msg from miss Yk.Kzs. Amazing end to the first day of the week.

Dear Thursday lunch partner, I'm still praying for you. Hope to hear from you/c your text soon! hugs

Pleasantries

Let's talk about really nice things.
Such as, last Saturday's amazing dinner.
Let's just see a little of what we had ok?

star of the century: yukke. had like... 3 servings of this? raw beef + raw yolk = superly yums!

Negi rice: yummy lar, but too big a serving so was really bloated after that. but it was good la

just a little of meat here. we had so many other stuffs too! ordered and ordered again and again...

there's this small bowl there, it's roasting with the garlic and butter. some mushrooms were to be chucked into it. and it was awesome! you should try that too. seriously.

last but not least ar, grilled... fish. what fish exactly, i can't remember. i only remember it had lotsa eggs in it.

it was good lar. KOH-YA Jap bbq at Ann St @ Valley.

ohh. best purchase ever? (at this very moment lar ok? dont dissect whatever i say, please) as below!!!

super yums jacket @ city beach - Junk; perfect for this winter, accompanying me to a new place every morning for a brand new start. =D
bestest boots ever. @ table eight. comfy as hot chocolate + marshies during winter. hehe

ok lar, time to log off now.

ps; tmrw is social club day! yayness! =D

pss; Praise the Lord~ For without Him, nothing is impossible. But with Him, everything is possible~!!!

Glorious Food

When I got back from kl on Friday (5th june), I was so glad I didn't have to work the next day. Seriously tired like dunno what. Saturday morning was washing day. Wash, wash wash wash and wash. I hated myself that time for having such a colorful wardrobe. I had to bloody wash it all separately. o.O

So by the time noon came, I really had to take a nap. Then... my two bratty sisters shook me up and suddenly launched the happy birthday song to me. Resulting in pics with sleepy eyes. haih.

Birthday cake; Mango flavour from Le Bon Choix- super popular pastry thingy in the city.

I... was sleeping on the couch one ok. haih.

That night itself we wanted to head to Koh-ya @ Ann St, Valley. But then after loads of waiting, realized that it was freaking fully booked. Why lar lidat. Wanna eat aso cannot. haih.

So we had to head on to Goong @ Sunnybank Hills for Korean bbq instead of Jap bbq pula.

I know I know, I look like a glutton on focusing on the food. But then hor, this pic made me look so thin wo! (after that we went Jerry's housewarming. I finally saw that person. Too different from what I expected. If I remember, I'll blog about it. hahaha)

Last Sat, (13th) midgey, jess, tum and I went to Koh-ya. This time with booking lo! It was awesome la. All the Yukke, Negi rice, OX TONGUE! (by this you can be assured what my favourite dish was), beef rib la this la that lar, too many liao. Super alot of stuff we ordered. Still able to finish it though. =D

Coming up will be 20th. Hehe. See? June is a month filled with celebrations. Thanks in advance to S & H first ok. I love June.

Now, those who are furious with this post. You may be asking why are all my pics stolen from J's blog ar? Haih it's a sad story actu. The only cam we have is spoilt. Then my mob is a challenge for me to transfer the pics (lazy & can't be bothered actu. but stil!) The only good alternative is to steal pics from J who updates religiously now! She is too amazing liao. So to make things easier I'll just nip it from her!

If you think it's no excuse, the best possible solution is for you to buy me a camera. I'm not fussy one. But I prefer Canon lo. Erm, if possible maybe not so bulky ok? That's all wo. See? I'm pretty easy to please. =D

Haih. I'm so stooped. Too much to talk about, but super lazy.

ps; miss nee, thanks for the post. it was lovely. i didn't forget your birthday one. but i was too sick to remember to pass something to you. *emo* o.O I'm so sorry for that. text me your address when you see this please, i have to mail to you liao. sorry ar. hahaha catch up soon ok.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. time for a nice, hot showa. =D

Back from Silence

I wonder if there's anyone left reading my blog.
Ahem.
Yuhooooo =D

I'm finally back to good ol' brissy.

This time, I'm pretty satisfied (albeit not having enough time, as always...)
I've ate my share of; Bak kut teh, nasi lemak, curry laksa, assam laksa, char kuey teow, and the incredible list goes on and on.
*super satisfied grin

Thanks to those who wished me personally.

I truly appreciate them.

As for those I spent time with, I really enjoyed myself. Well, most of the time anyway.

This time... I truly know how life might be like if I were to live life as a superstar. MIGHT be like lar har... Been flying back and forth even when I'm back in KL, resulting in me getting a flu. And no, it is not swine flu ok.

This trip was good. I now am able to proudly claim that I have tasted the lifestyle in a kampong. Apart from the heat, I think it was all good. tum's relatives are all very humble and superly accomodating. I've never felt so much ease with a whole ballroom of strangers before. suck it up, KL "rich" people, you are annoying brats running amok with your parents' whatsoever money that they allow you to spend, not what you earn. =P

I've seen original bird nests! with all the feathers, wood and grime intact! sadly, as per tum's declaration, I am indeed a "ayam bandar masuk kampung pertama kali"
Good time spent.

As for piccies and further stories, I shall update later ok? I have spent the long weekend (monday off due to Queen's bd, hurray!) clearing my laundrIES and cleaning up the house. And... I've been busy preparing for a... brand new start. Hopefully I'll be able to announce it soon, once all the formalities are set. Can you guess what it is? =)
For the guessing, thurs lunch partner, my housemates and tum does not count. You guys should know what's happening, so don't try to pretend to be any smarter ok. hehe

But of course, all the happiness and blessings I have received are all given only by God. I never forgot to thank Him repetitively. Prayers do help us in many ways and ease any difficult matters of our hearts.

Ahh... Life finally seem to be looking up again.

ps; remind me to blog about the mountain loads of dvds i brought home ok? teehee